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« Last post by guest74 on September 06, 2017, 05:09:28 pm »
Considering that this is simply a request thread, and in no way, shape, or form a farewell or departure, I felt General Discussion to be the appropriate subforum to place this post.
To begin, I cannot express just how grateful I am to you all for the clan’s participation in the democratic process of our latest vote, and I respect the vote’s outcome as determined by the clan-majority.
However, I cannot reconcile my personal sense of integrity with the idea that I now, as result of this recent vote, inhabit a clan-defined position of privilege where my perspective, opinions, feelings, and concerns should outweigh at any time those of another person within the shared spaces of the Beacons of Hope.
While I understand and support a hierarchy of permissions, I cannot personally reconcile my participation as a privileged member in a hierarchy of rights, where there is a discrepancy in the value given to a person’s perspective and experience based on which group they belong to. I do not have any wish for my perspective to be given more value than any other person’s, nor do I feel like I can ensure that fairness of treatment between myself and others unless I inhabit a position that assumes absolutely zero superiority of rights over any other person.
Therefore, I would like to submit this post as my official request to be lowered indefinitely to the rank of Guest.
This doesn’t mean that I have any intentions of vanishing from chat or clan spaces! The Beacons of Hope and its community have always been both blessing and refuge for me over the years, first as Faerdin’s-girlfriend-guest, and then as a Member myself. I still very deeply feel tied to the compassion, creativity, honor, and upliftingness I’ve experienced here — all of which have defined my understanding of what it means to be a Beacon, and shaped how I have endeavored to act as one myself.
Right now, I just feel it most appropriate for me to adjust my own standing in regards to the clan, in order to respect what has been fairly and democratically decided by clan-majority to be the clan’s opinion on this issue, while still staying true to my personal sense of integrity.
I’m grateful to every single participant of BoH’s community for their understanding in my decision. And if by chance you have any questions, I welcome and encourage y’all to chat with me directly! I will always be happy to talk with others towards the goal of the clearest communication and understanding possible (hence this thread).
Thank you all, once more, endlessly and with every ounce of my gratitude and respect.